Sometimes, we just have to give our heart to someone else.

Thanks Affendi Sudin,
You've been a great guy. :)

I'm sorry, we'll go out soon ok.
After my exams!

1 Year:

I need to let go of you.
I can't be possibly into you, when you're not.
I don't know where your heart puts me inside,
I don't know: what i am to you. special? most special? or i'm just the same like other people.
You told me, You <3>
You told me, You miss me,
But you didn't said to me,

"Come Let's get back together, i still loves you soo much like before & i can't live without you....
I wish!

I wonder what makes other people easily find a new love after so long of a break ups.
and me fucking 1 year, i'm still like this!
I can't seem to be happy,
I can't seem to accept the fact that i'm single,
I hate it when people are asking,
Me and you: back together?BAHH.
I've always wished, you send me an sms in the morning,
Wishing me + stuffs.
BUT you don't, it depends on your mood.

I've sacrificed alot for you,
and now i have to end it.
I'm sorry, but i have too....
unless miracles happen.

Well,
This month is the month,
i should take note of.
List to do:

Celebrate fir's bday:
1st Surprise - With Shikin, Iqbal , Mizi & Huda.
2nd Surprise - With myself at Manhattan Fish Market.
3rd Suprise - At his house ( I didn't follow).
4th Surprise - This Friday, 16th July - With Looneys.
5th Surprise - With Gfs - surprise for Fir & Jana.

Starting from next week:
I'm all by myself.
I'm strong enuufff,
I know. but who cares?
NO ONE.

Yeah, Ive sacrificed alot for people whom i loved.
I don't know if they are blind or they don't care.
BUT what i get?
DO THEY SACRIFICE FOR ME?
DO THEY TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO SPEND TIME WITH ME?
DO THEY EVEN THINK IM EXIST?
BECOX WHEN I DIDNT MSGED THEM.
THEY SAY, " you forget me"
BUT WHEN I MAKE MYSELF FREE FOR THEM,
WHAT THEY DO? they destroyed it.

I'm just disappointed.

MAYBE, this is life.
I don't ask anything.
I only want you guys to have a heart and think.

I HATE OF BEING ALONE, COX I'M FCUKING 22 YEARS OLD,
LIVING WITHOUT ANY SIBLINGS WITH NON-UNDERSTANDING PARENTS!
AND I DONT FEEL LOVED BY ANYONE.
Period.

Impossible

Hellooo papples!

Long-ing MIA.
Lemme tell you guys:

Life: I've always been faking it good!I'm Not.
Living up to myself, make myself happy,
Super-Boring Single Life.

Shontelle-Impossible

So ME!

So the lyrics here:

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know

And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did..