1 Year:

I need to let go of you.
I can't be possibly into you, when you're not.
I don't know where your heart puts me inside,
I don't know: what i am to you. special? most special? or i'm just the same like other people.
You told me, You <3>
You told me, You miss me,
But you didn't said to me,

"Come Let's get back together, i still loves you soo much like before & i can't live without you....
I wish!

I wonder what makes other people easily find a new love after so long of a break ups.
and me fucking 1 year, i'm still like this!
I can't seem to be happy,
I can't seem to accept the fact that i'm single,
I hate it when people are asking,
Me and you: back together?BAHH.
I've always wished, you send me an sms in the morning,
Wishing me + stuffs.
BUT you don't, it depends on your mood.

I've sacrificed alot for you,
and now i have to end it.
I'm sorry, but i have too....
unless miracles happen.

Well,
This month is the month,
i should take note of.
List to do:

Celebrate fir's bday:
1st Surprise - With Shikin, Iqbal , Mizi & Huda.
2nd Surprise - With myself at Manhattan Fish Market.
3rd Suprise - At his house ( I didn't follow).
4th Surprise - This Friday, 16th July - With Looneys.
5th Surprise - With Gfs - surprise for Fir & Jana.

Starting from next week:
I'm all by myself.
I'm strong enuufff,
I know. but who cares?
NO ONE.

Yeah, Ive sacrificed alot for people whom i loved.
I don't know if they are blind or they don't care.
BUT what i get?
DO THEY SACRIFICE FOR ME?
DO THEY TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO SPEND TIME WITH ME?
DO THEY EVEN THINK IM EXIST?
BECOX WHEN I DIDNT MSGED THEM.
THEY SAY, " you forget me"
BUT WHEN I MAKE MYSELF FREE FOR THEM,
WHAT THEY DO? they destroyed it.

I'm just disappointed.

MAYBE, this is life.
I don't ask anything.
I only want you guys to have a heart and think.

I HATE OF BEING ALONE, COX I'M FCUKING 22 YEARS OLD,
LIVING WITHOUT ANY SIBLINGS WITH NON-UNDERSTANDING PARENTS!
AND I DONT FEEL LOVED BY ANYONE.
Period.