I bet you don't know.

Everytime i told myself,
everything's gonna be alright.

1. At first, i really love my job...
but this is the 3rd week.
- i begin to hate the job.
- its like i've been paid less and lesser,
just becoz, i don't perform well like they want to.
- this is my first time i've been in this situation.
- what ever i do, all wrong!!!
- i preferred my previous job in Civil Service College.
- even the agency sent me there to work, but i got all lovely colleagues to help me.
- but this, only ME, MANAGING DIRECTOR & PROGRAM DIRECTOR.
- boring nak mampos sia!!!!
- abeh complaint. just becoz i start work at 1o.30 to 6pm ( but balek slalu lambat*), abeh kasi keje yang blom di explain. mcm mane employee nak paham!!!!!!!!!!!!

-FCUK LAHH!!!!!!

&&&&&

When people ask me about you and me?
I say we are not together.
like you said, studies come first!
but why when you're msging me or meet me,
you called me B?
i like! but at the same time, ive been asking myself,
its like where am i? in you?
sometimes, i received a random msg from you:
You text me: " I miss you", "lurp u".


I dont know,
until when i can tahan living like this.
Yes, i know, we have limits.
Sometimes i feel that i SUCK at love.
i have few others that likes me,
but I REJECT THEM!
i'm tired to get on this BGR.

and the other thing is,
I still love firdaus as much as before.
Nah, i don't remind him.
Neither do i tell him, i need him back.
what for?
nak jadi ape- jadi lah.

" Ohh ohh For you, I would done whatever..
& i just cant believe we aint together.
& i wanna play it cool.
but i'm losing you....

-BABY by justin bieber. - lyrics is ohhh sooo us!!!