So...

and soo yesterday i met up with dee.
she fetched me!
Our actual plan:
She paints her room,
I study! ahahaha!
in the end, *biaselah*
cock up nye selalu.
coz she pay back her puase!
we wait till the buke time and we study at night!
soo, we slack and watched
AM I SMARTER THAN 5TH GRADE.
RACHEL RAY.
SINGAPORE IDOL.
(some of the contestant was like funny ah! *esp the careless whisper, & ghostbusters*haha!)

hehe! its like im having the most slackers time of all!
EXAMS is this coming friday, but i couldnt concentrate at all.

Anugerah show starts at 8.30pm,
& we both paused our study moment, and watched the show at 9pm.
i cant believe i actually enjoyed watching the show, wif dee's fam.
& somebody's malay is soooo *powerful*hahaha!!!i laugh my ass out lah!
dee, dee, tau lah english kau bagos, tapi kenape malay kau kene bacin mcm gitu.

at 10.45pm, get ready pack my bags and off to home,
and things get back to square one.
feeling lonely. :) i guess my life was destined to be like this.

when i reached home, mom and dad, was asking, how was my day,
i said simply, *OK* smile, and went in my room, and shut the door.
after the night bathed, i forced myself to sleep.
i just dont wana think about anything else. it makes me cry over and over again.

and yes, i had a nightmare again.
one month has passed, counting down to when i am really back to myself,
all my friends missed my sillyness,bimboness,loudness, and all the beloes perangai that ive always conquered the most! =)

ABIGSMILE. but im not ready yet, sorry guys, gimme sometimes to make myself happy back like last time.
coz, the pain is still left inside. =) GDNOON anyways.