Ditch.

well, hello again.
first thing first,
life's just a bitch.

i feel shitty.
i ditch 3 dates.
im not interested for dates.
so far as im concern,
im not as bad as what he thinks though,
whatever i did in the past,

* i dont even celebrate that guy bdae, even he have a surprise for me for my bdae with the gang.
* i dont even reach home till late night wif him like you did with her.
* i dont even take pics as much with him alone as much as you did with her.
* yes, he drives, but i dont take for granted, like who cares,(people might say, *seri!!!he drives BMW,OMG!*)LIKE WAT!!!.
* im sooo mean towards him, and he crys, i dont even care!hahaa!.

ONE WORD: fcuk off.
KARMA: expected the most unexpected HURT!hahaa! TRUE ENUFF.

and Yan, i know you understand me,
i know you want the best for me,
but you cant force me to totally forget about fir,
i know im totally hurt by what he did to me.
but let time, pls let time heal the pain.

and you, what ever i told you,
only sorrry is the only word you can express to me,

whats the thing in my mind now,
ICE CRREAMMMM!!!!!!
YEYYY!!! it can boost my confident and my hyper-activeness back!!!
yes!!!!!!it is!!!!

ok, getting ready to go YOGA later!
my, shudddap people!
i need to lose weight!

tctc,this shitty feeling gonna end soon, real soon.